Things seem to be good between them again. So we’ll see.
I told him I’m all about looking forward, not back.
It’s only seven weeks to go. But it feels impossible.
Everything’s easier when it’s on a schedule. Gives me less to worry about.
It was just an excuse really. I could tell. And she knew I could tell, but she still kept up the artifice.
It means that I can think about the future now though. Now that she is too.
So are they together again now?
I don’t know. I never know. Seems to change each day.
It’s that rising feeling. Anxiousness. And it’s always there like a low thrum.
I haven’t spoken to him for weeks. I don’t know if he even notices.
It’s not about giving things up. Don’t frame it like that. It’s about choosing what’s best for you.